[Demetri]

Being a new member, without much experience in this forum, I don't fully understand. But, I can say you most likely feel guilt from the many posts about your "awesomeness" when you feel you aren't worthy of that praise. Either that, or you're extremely modest. Either way, you're still a great mod, and that's it.

As stated in the last part, you ask a question, a question to ask ourselves. You ask us to give suggestion to mods. I apologize that I cannot answer this, not having been here long.

You say your home is still Mabinogiworld, because of your status there as compared to here. I respect your preferences, and I shall not ask anything about that.

So, mainly my question is, what is your intention for posting this story of yours (which isn't boring or pointless)? Is it truly for members to open up? Or do you just feel like you need to let it out? If you are asking for members to open up, then I have no answer. If you feel like letting out some steam, that's good. If it's both, you get it.

I really have nothing more to say other than I believe you're a great mod, and I respect you. I now know that this place isn't just any forum, but a forum that has real people. So, I wish to enjoy my stay, and I hope you do well with your 2 homes. Not 1, 2.